Courage Dear Heart

Lord, please steady my heart and calm my mind 🙏🏻⁣⁣
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I recently had one of those moments where it seemed as if life has swallowed me whole. I became doubtful of myself, anxious, and started questioning my purpose.⁣⁣
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Being diagnosed with PCOS, we were ecstatic to find out we conceived a honeymoon baby.. I didn’t even expect to have kids at all.. and our daughter has been such a joy that soon after, we tried for our second child and what a blessing to have been given a boy! ⁣⁣
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However, for those who don’t know, this third baby wasn’t planned at all (it took me 3months to accept and announce the results of the pregnancy test. I was partially in denial) ⁣⁣
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Though I am very grateful and I love baby3 with all my heart.. I can’t help but feel like it’s happening all too fast. I’m happy but certainly not carefree at all. ⁣⁣
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Last year I planned to finally work towards my career while also helping my husband in his business too.. yet the responsibility of being a mother is equally as important and I find myself juggling two major responsibilities.
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Now I am officially a mother of 3, the reality of my children’s wellbeing and development is resting heavily on my shoulders more than ever. I’m responsible for who these kids will turn out to be when they grow up. ⁣⁣
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Trying to convince myself: I believe I can be a good mom. I will still be a present mom. I can do this!

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